Been a long time since last updated, yeahs? Heh. Laziness much? Well, already done with vacation. So, now its time for homeworks and house chores. Ah, i miss my vacation alreadyyy.
Andand, i miss my babes! I wanna hang out w them smeday. I have a lot of catching up to do.. And then theres my commitments- Sportsleader, etc.
Lastly, people, enjoy your holidays. Byee.
Much loveeeee, Asyiqin.
Forgive me for ignoring Tumblr. :) Im happy tht i passed all my tests. But its only a test, im not sure i can achieve this high when it comes to exams. :( Things are going smoothly nowadays.. No quarrels, fights or any nonsense. But getting more and more busier.
Im super duper glad everything its over but i know something bigger is going to come. Cos thts the necessity of life. You sink down, you’ll go up higher, and then deeper down. Its a cycle, a never ending one. So all we can do is pray for the better.
And i really can’t freaking wait for Puasa! Woo hoooooooooo~ Love love love it. Eventho i’m gnna have a hectic month during Puasa, im still excited. Im sure im matured enough to tahan till late night, if i have YOG Convention.
Lastly, i’d like to add in: Anyone who found my specs, please turn it up. Its yellow/gold in colour and i lost it on my way home. Hee, thanks.
P/S: IMISSK.
‘A kid once said, Love is when someone hurt you and you got so mad but you didn’t yell at them cause you know, it would hurt their feelings, too.”
I wonder why as we grow up, our feelings for other gender starts to strengthen. Must be the hormones. Yes yes.
And gosh, i love sitting around by myself. I like feeling bored, tired and frustrated. Ah, hormones. I have no more strength to hate, so, i’ll just ignore you for the rest of my life. I hope you change soon. I malas nak ambil tahu. Your life your way lah.
Its a miracle how i survive in school. When i was Sec 1 and 2, i like going to school cs some crushes gave me strength. But now, i really dont feel like attending school. Too many problems to juggle. Maybe i’ll be a loner for the rest of my one-year-and-five-months time. Soooooooo tired of smiling and laughing when inside i feel like pouring. Its exhausting. I wonder how actors cope with it.
Once, i asked a close friend of mine, ” Is it okay for girls to cry sometimes?”
She replied, “No, all the time.”
After saying that, i think back.. And yeah, it’s okay. Only, no one needs to know. Cs it’s both a girl’s weakness and strength.
IF ONLY my life can be like a fairytale storybook.. Won’t it be nice? Cs currently, there are no great magic happening here. Can’t i create th fire?
Ohwell,ohwell, i’m okay, cs i’m still surviving. It’s okay to fall, as long as you pick yourself up. It’s okay to make mistakes, as long as we learn from it. IM SUCHA MESS.
Do i even deserve to exist? Of course :)
Cs im special in my own way.
Seriously, how long has it been? Gahh, finally made time. Im seriously sick of ths shit at school mahn. Im still a human being, dnt expect me to own superpowers and be different ppl at different times. Why must i be ‘extra’ special towards different ppl? Why can’t i be myself. Im afraid one day i’ll remain, like a bitch!
Im losing a friend, but i don’t care, cs hes happy. And later, i find out my friend is fighting with him over HER. Firstly, is she tht special, til you can just ignore this friendship? How long have you known her? And how long have you known ths particular friend? You should know ths girl’s attitude, right? Yeah, she loves to tease and irritate people. You responded back, what. Instead, you could’ve just ignored and spaced out frm her, rather than just shooting back, right? And th girl, i know you don’t like his girlf, but no need to tease, right? Let thm be. Cs our feelings are th same but i just kept quiet cs i can’t be bothered with their relationship. Yeaah, hes changed, to a jerk. Then pasallah, hidop dier biarkan dier musnahkan. Right now, i dont hate nor like him anymore. Can be strangers. So lets please bring peace and heck care of each other’s life till we graduate. After tht, you’ll be happy to leae ths school, without a grudge.
And i also wanna ignore ths friend, another girl who sometimes follow me like a leech. I am always irritated with her. So, frm now on, i’ll ignore her. And only respond when she’s changed. A’ite? Okay, set.
R’now, idknow who th hell to trust. My girls, th buddy who sits beside me, or anyone else. Maybe being alone all th time is better. Always give me time to think. Cs basically, i dont know who’s sincere enough to be my friend. Im tired of pretense, drop it. I see thru you.
I miss himmmmmmmmmm. And Conan. I miss himmmmmmm. I wanna see him, stare at him, admire him, do anything, as long as i can see him. Every dream or nightmare, he will appear. What is th meaning of this? Other than love sick? Haaaaiiii, i miss himmmmmm. Okay, bye. Ive had enough. Shall stalk him right now! Tata, i love you all. (but him more)
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